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sweeper246
10 March 2011 @ 09:31 pm


"Also, if you might notice I uploaded this for recent and obvious reasons"

Tantric - Wishing

No need to look around / There's no one here but you / So I scream without a sound / And hope that it gets through / Time is clamping down / Its getting hard to breathe / I can't imagine how to live my life without belief

Cause I've been wishing so hard / Tell me can you relate / You want something so bad / Anytime is too long to wait / Cause I've been wishing so hard / Tell me if you think that it's true / Cause everything I've been wishing for I had in me in you

There's nothing left to say / There's nothing left to do / Just turn and walk away / And I'll do the same thing too / And when you're all alone / Waiting for a call / There will be nobody home / Nobody there for you at all.

Cause I've been wishing so hard / Tell me can you relate / You want something so bad / Anytime is too long to wait / Cause I've been wishing so hard / Tell me if you think that it's true / Cause everything I've been wishing for I had in me in you

Cause I've been waiting for this life long enough / To survive three lives but I wont give up / This blood, sweat and tears / I've given through the years / I've overcome the fears / Too much is never enough / I think I'm wasting my time (but it's not enough) / I think I'm losing my mind / I think I'm wasting my time (but it's not enough) / I know I'm losing my mind / Tell me can you relate / Anytime is too long to wait

Cause I've been wishing so hard / Tell me can you relate / You want something so bad / Anytime is too long to wait / Cause I've been wishing so hard / Tell me if you think that it's true / Cause everything I've been wishing for I had in me in you

Cause I've been wishing so hard / Tell me can you relate / You want something so bad / Anytime is too long to wait / Cause I've been wishing so hard / Tell me if you think that it's true / Cause everything I've been wishing for I had in me in you

In you

In you....
 
 
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sweeper246


Why do I have to be so gay. >_>



I don't understand why I am so shy when talking to you, but I hold so much back.

Also, kinda drunk.... now to take a couple sleeping pills! Sounds like a bad idea, but what ev...
 
 
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sweeper246
20 October 2010 @ 09:53 pm
 
 
sweeper246
05 September 2010 @ 12:25 am
Lately, I've started working out more, also changing my diet to include a larger amount of fruits and vegetables and less meat. One of the main ways I've been working out (now that it's been slightly cooler) is riding bike; which is nice to do around my area as the abundance of trails.

Just the other day I rode 35 miles on a trail that runs through 2 counties, on what used to be a small commuter rail system. A ride of that distance is about average for me, being that I've ridden about 50 miles before. Listening to music, almost always Disturbed, while riding helps smooth out the time spent so it doesn't get boring, and with their new album "Asylum" that just came out, made the ride great!

I'm planning on starting to ride to work also, well on days that I don't work nights, should also save some money. It's nice having an Android phone with an application, called Cardio Trainer, that logs your location using GPS/ and Google Maps, as I can keep track of what I rode very easily.
 
 
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sweeper246
21 August 2010 @ 12:41 am
Do you know one of the few things I get jealous about??? It's others getting to see you more then I am able...

Oh, just to have you in my arms, to hold you close on those lonely nights. As every touch we share, brings back those simple childhood feelings.

You might think the reason I'm crying is cause I'm sad, but rather, I look forward to the joy of coming home to you waiting for me to arrive.






**Anyways I dunno what I was trying to do here, other then being a dork and trying to express some deep emotions >_>
 
 
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Current Music: The Postal Service - The District Sleeps Alone Tonight
 
 
 
sweeper246
27 July 2010 @ 10:35 pm
Today was my one year anniversary with Varu "Chris", and I hope there are many more to come. To celebrate we are going to the Sands Casino in Allentown, PA, this weekend. I really love him a lot :) So far it's gone really smooth, never having much of an argument. It would be nice if in at least a couple years, that we could move in with each other, or that I move closer to somewhere in New Jersey.

In other recent news, I finally quit working at Hersheypark for good!!! Just got tired of getting screwed over constantly, plus the managers got to be to cranky and annoying. So I said screw it and found a job in the meat department, at the Local Grocery Store chain I had previously worked as a cashier. I am already liking it much better then the park.
 
 
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sweeper246
23 July 2010 @ 07:07 pm
You know one eventually becomes tired of always being the one to start conversations, even if they are close friends or more then that. And then when you contact them, be it text or online, they are unusually short with you. I'm not sure if there is a reason that it could be? It's just nice having them start the convo once and a while, as it helps show they actually care... So there's a person I want to see how long it takes for them to contact me on their own. As I'm starting to get bothered by it, as they are very close to me.
 
 
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sweeper246
28 June 2010 @ 08:04 pm


.................

Sometimes in my tears I drown
But I never let it get me down
So when negativity surrounds
I know some day it'll all turn around because

All my live I've been waiting for
I've been praying for
For the people to say
That we don't wanna fight no more
They'll be no more wars
And our children will play

One day, one day, one day
One day, one day, one day

It's not about win or lose
'Cause we all lose when they feed
On the souls of the innocent, blood-drenched pavement
Keep on moving though the waters stay ragin'
In this maze you can lose your way, your way
It might drive you crazy but don't let it faze you no way, no way
 
 
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sweeper246
19 April 2010 @ 05:17 pm
This is basically how I feel all the time... lol



Along the way to close my eyes
I lost where I was going
the more it will spin
the more that I try
to stop my mind flowing away, away
to all that I despise
along the way to close my eyes


Also it seems I have ADHD, i might want to check on that >.>
 
 
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sweeper246
10 March 2010 @ 08:09 pm


One of my top favorite songs of all time


.... and yes Lone i know, so deal with it :p

**Turns out I did just that, loose your love, a year later....
 
 
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