A father passing by his son's bedroom was astonished to see that his bed was nicely made and everything was picked up.

Then he saw an envelope, propped up prominently on the pillow that was addressed to ' Dad.'

With the worst premonition he opened the envelope with trembling hands and read the letter.


Dear Dad:

It is with great regret and sorrow that I'm writing you.

I had to elope with my new girlfriend because I wanted to avoid a scene with Mom and you.

I have been finding real passion with Stacy and she is so nice.

But I knew you would not approve of her because of all her
piercing, tattoos, tight motorcycle clothes and the fact
that she is much older than I am. But it' s not only
the passion... Dad she's pregnant.

Stacy said that we will be very happy.

She owns a trailer in the woods and has a stack of firewood
for the whole winter. We share a dream of having many more
children.

Stacy has opened my eyes to the fact that marijuana
doesn't really hurt anyone.
We'll be growing it for ourselves and trading it with
the other people that live nearby for cocaine and
ecstasy.

In the meantime we will pray that science will find a cure
for AIDS so Stacy can get better. She deserves it.

Don't worry Dad . I'm 15 and I know how to take
care of myself.

Someday I'm sure that we will be back to visit so that
you can get to know your grandchildren.

Love, Your Son John


PS. Dad , none of the above is true. I'm over at
Tommy's house.

I just wanted to remind you that there are worse
things in life than the Report card that's in my
center desk drawer.

I love you.


Call me when it's safe to come home.

Via glayshard

( NSFW- Video with a shocking ending )

I gave in.... I got bored at work and created an account on my phone.
My Tweets

Yay i`m 22 now... it feels like every other day. Meh I don`t really care


lol and posting this just cost me probably a nice amount of money, since i used my phone and don`t have a data plan.....

Sadly things in my life have been closing me in lately, causing problems. But, FUCK IT i am going to fight back.

I have been having some problems lately:

1) With my work, co-workers (other supervisors) back stabbing me; by going to my bosses first instead of letting me now they have a problem. This is what has recently caused me to snap, pulling the final straw. But, today i have gone to my bosses letting them know that something has to be done. They said they are going to hold a department meeting soon to try to solve the problems, once all the supervisors are working the same day.

2) School like what the hell, i'm just tired of it.

3) I have been keeping my opinions pent up inside me, as to not hurt people i love and care about. But, all that has done is hurt me to much. Which seems to be the biggest problem. And relates to everything else.

4) In general i am fine with the furry thing, but there are some things about it. Like the sexual side its over, not anymore; it seems it has gotten to the point where that is all people think of me as(well fuck that). I will keep going to meets, parties, cons what have you, just dont expect anything else.

5) And lastly being gay... well i'm not. Other gay people (both furry and non)have been seeing me only as some subby little bitch, well that is over also. There's more to me then that. I have been feeling very bi in some sense. To the point i may actually go straight for a while. I will always have feelings toward men, but the lifestyle has just gotten to be to much i need a break from being with men. This doesnt mean i will stop socializing with gay friends or stop going to gay bars, i love the dance seen to much. But even if i do turn str8 as it is a possibility, I will always fight to make things equal for everyone....

Yeah have a good day, cause i know i am :( *is crying*

Within the gates where dreams pass through,
the shades of bardo find me in my sleep,
they whisper secret things to confuse,
they mystify my mind, they paint a delirious light,
for I'm not lost in their maze.

When the world is a wall come to close me in,
come to shut me down, come to pull my strings,
twist my insides out, the walls are closing in.

The walls are closing in, but I'm not afraid,
of the measured steps, if it means we're architects,
just for today, just for the hour;
I'm not afraid to take it brick by brick,
if my loving you means holding my breath.

The walls are closing in, the walls are closing in.

- Louise Bialik

** This deals in retrospect to my faith, me finding I need more guidance from within, to build myself up then I can provide myself ATM...

I dunno exactly why. It seems the my social furry side has been on a down low for the past few months. I have been wanting to go to some meets and stuff, but I haven't been able to get myself to go out. During this time I was going out more with local friends. Am hoping to get back into it when classes are over for the semester.

So... yeah see you around

Anyone feel free to guess!!

I carried this over from facebook.

Step 1: Put your music player on shuffle.
Step 2: Post the first line (unless the first line reveals the song title) from the first 25 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing.
Step 3: Strike through the songs when someone guesses both artist and track correctly.
Step 4: Looking them up on Google or any other search engine is CHEATING!
Step 5: If you like the game post your own

Some of them are hard

1: You hold me inside your iris

2: Annie's 12 years old -- Sublime – Wrong Way (Topher_fox)

3: This is a mean and cold town

4: Our lives run different ways,

5: I don't know why I'm with you

6: So long, I've been looking too hard

7: Gently, my mind escapes into the relaxing

8: I got up feeling so down

9: Cut my life into pieces -- Papa Roach – Last Resort (Topher_fox)

10: I make no apologies, For the past

11: There's something sick inside these walls

12: And the road becomes my bride

13: Veren zol fun dir a blintse -- Weird Al - Pretty Fly For a White Guy (Rattus)

14: Stay with me, You're the one I need

15: I built my life like my bike on a rigid frame -- Crossfade - The Deep End (Kanic)

16: Decisions made from desperation -- Godsmack – Realign (Topher_fox)

17: I met you, before the fall of Rome

18: I am exploring the inside, I find it desolate

19: Yeah, bringing you another disturbing creation

20: Can you feel their haunting presence

21: Melinda was mine 'til the time that I found her

22: Do I deserve these beatings?

23: I reside in 209, you’re in 208

24: Traveling in a fried-out combie

25: I'm on a mission, I made my decision

Gay-Test.com - Are You Gay?

I just thought you should know...
link here

Yeah, that was my first entry.